FOMO hit me hard last night… I can’t lie.
I recently learn about FOMO (fear of missing out) I right away thought to myself that this isn’t a true thing that happens. It was until I went on social media and realize how much I suffer from this. All my friend are all out living their lives and I’m just sitting at home letting my life pass me by. I want to to be in those pictures having the time of my life. I have also realize that when I’m invited to something I would always try my hardest to be there cause I never want to miss out. One thing that I think would be so helpful to this problem of my having FOMO is if I become more social. Just one more thing I got to work on…
Sometimes I just want to be myself. These are all picture from different times in my life. Most of them are from the past 5 years. Sometimes I like being a weird guy, not too much people get that. What people don’t get is there different types of weirdness; like I have my share of weird friends but they are more childish wired weird and I am the same way when I’m with them but I like to be “fuck it life take its course” type of weird. I say this but I do worry about many things but I think we all do this as human even though some may not show it more than others. I can see the different in weirdness in the way I dress. Someday I would dress simple, some days I dress nice randomly for no good reason or some days I dress like a bum. I also see it in my type of music. Listening to my ipod on shuffle is crazy; one moment you would be listening to rock then the next moment you are listening to soca or hip hop or house music. I guess it also how I grew up with my mom being from Trinidad and my dad pure Canadian, I was always proud to have Trinidad in my background but since I was born and raised in Canada it will always be home.
Need to vent